Aishiteru - Zivilia

Here I want to share this song in my page because this song is quite unik and I like it sooo much. Why ? I don not know why but Aishiteru. In Japan Ai tsu ki detsu.. Means - I Love You. If you love someone, then gives him/her this song. Them will be happy, SURE. ;)

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat mengebalkan bagiku
Saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
Sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang ku berpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh disana
ooo… 

c/o:
Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasakan a a a aku
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru

reff:
Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
Entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
Saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
Merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan
repeat c/o:

bridge:
Saatku sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah
Jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
o…uo..
Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
Ku mohon kau kembali
solo guitar

Kimi ga touku ni itemo (meskipun kamu jauh)
Ki no omoi ga tsunagaru kara (aku tetap mengingatimu selalu)
Shiniteruyo, shiniteruyo... (percayalah, percayalah...)
repeat c/o

Mak Aihhhhhh, Ngantuknye !

Sejak2 da tido lambat ni, memang taley nak kate betape penat and tak laratnye.. Mengantuk sesangat.. Lagipun bile memikirkan suasana pejabat yang agak memboringkan ini. Aduiiiiiiiiiiiih~

But its oke, I think I can make it well. This hard time only I could fully use for this time. Well, I have to be strong.. Ow, Yeah !



Semalam still tak wake up to sahur. Da bape hari tak sahur ni. Tatau la nape mengantuk tidornye, sampai jam berbunyi pon langsung tak sodar. Nampak sangat ler ponat nyo.. Haaha~

But Alhamdulillah. Business is going well.. And I think that I have to expand it more.. But how ? Of course its need more capital to roll on and where do I get that ? I think that I can get more, for sure. The only thing that we can hold in business world is 'high risk, high return'. That for sure. Hmmm~~

Business ts only thing that people have to do in order to get more more more better life. Salary is not enough to much for me. If I get RM3000 per month, I don't think that I can live with that easily. Well, hell yeah. Because I am a big spender and usually the thing that I spend for myself is quite high demand. I am lit' bit fussy at the sometime and in other fine time I could be a very considerate and good one.


Wellllllllllllll, as a girl that becoming a woman.. It's a normal thing when somtimes I had mood in ud and down. Biase la beb ! Tue yang for sometime I will surely quite difficult to choose something but sometime I didn't spend so much time to choose. Just look at it, and when I feel its good for me then I just grab it. Easy, huh ?

Tired But Happy

Todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay !
What a tired day.. But I'm still happy with myself and surrounding me.
Why ? I doooo not know. But in deep inside I'm so happy even I am damn tired.
Last night I just had slept for only 4 hours. Usually my sleeping duration around 8-12 hours. Its so much kan ? Hahaha..

That's why my head is spinning around. But alhamdulillah till this time I still can do my work well.

This is my second day and my second week in TEMAN office.
Here is quite silent and soooooooo quiet and I feel so boooooooooooored !
Why ? Because at FAMA Negeri I have more people that love to talk, they are so friendly. So much ! There are so many things that we can share together.. And anything we can do with gather.

But here, surrounding here is so bored. There's a lot of staff that is not in office. IDK why..
But for sure, they likely tend to do their work by their own selves. They actually is quite friendly but the surrounding of this office become main factor that here is not happening as well.

Yeaaaa, here is a new office, new inventory, new facilities and all is new. The partition between table is sooooo 'cold'. Hahaha.. Yes ! Because the staff only can see another staff in front of them and if there are no another in front of them.. They're jut alone ! Hahaha.. What a funny office I could see.

It's true. It's so much different compare to FAMA Negeri because in every biro, we just like a family ! We're lives together, and not divided by any partition.

But, it's oke.. I'm oke with it because I can feel how them feel. So, I trying to learn how to handle it myself. It's good right ? ;)

Sukar Tuk Mengerti

Pepagi harini dihidangkan dengan punca perpisahan Khairul Fahmi Che Mat dengan tunangnya, Aimi. Disebabkan ade insan ketiga. Dan orang ketiganya plak adelah insan yang mengaku sebagai 'anggap' adik sebelum nie. Siap berpegangan tangan.. Romantik gituuu.. Auw~

Kekadang I can't understand WHY. Kenape wujudnye masalah insan ketiga. As we know, itu hanye akan merosakkan hubungan orang laen. Kenapa sesetengah manusia nie kejam ye.. Ade yang nak suami orang. Sanggup hantar gambar2x porno. And melabelkan that guy as Sugar Daddy.. Then, we asked.. The pictures is sooooooo nothing! Ah ? I can't imagine that. And tak boley terime pakai langsung.. Then why laki orang ?

And insan bernama lelaki. Kenapa sangat rapuh ? Jauhilah aku dari lelaki-lelaki seperti ini Ya Allah..

Thinkin Of~

Sometimes, I can't even stand quiet. But I know, there's nothing change will happen even I make it up.. So, keep patient shida. People is always make mistakes, but whay people cannot make any changes. I really mean to her !

Why ??

I know, all the way I looks like she just and is copying me ! What the heck ? Kalo kot nak tiru, don't make it so much till people can notice that !

Actually, I don't even know this till one of my friends told me that. Its funny and also make me proud of myself. Haha.. Actually, main issue here is.. If da tiru2 orang se hal da kan.. Kot ye pon, jangan la overstated yg you have your own style. You make surrounding people SICK oke..

Well, I'm so here if I'm using any harsh words or anyting.. But I want you to realize and so please, don't over shadow oke.. Geli la aku tengok.. Euw~

And one more thing, you're hypocrite. Oww, pooor you.. Suke sangat bercakap bohong.. Cakap pada saye laen, ang to others pon laen. Kenape ye ? And, you're still copying my attitude.. Why eyh ?I can't get it till today. Well, i don't even wanna care. Just a thing if you read this and for sure I know you're always updating of me and read my blog. And I want you to know, please don't pretend to be someone else. Because if you using others way, its mean yourself is so awful because you are the one who look it down. ;)

FreeDay !!

Setelah sebulan bekerja, this is my first day on this month i have a free day ! suke suke suuuuuuuke ! best dapat rehat tapi agak boringgggg.. sebab every day keje, dapat jumpe ramai orang dan terlibat dengan pelbagai activities, so, bile da duk sengsorang ni rase macam sepi plak. haha..

Di bulan pose, rase kejap je da masuk 5 hari already ! But this is also my first day yang tak bangun sahur! Hadoooooi, how come.. Harap I can go through very well today..

Hari ni, sangaaaaat indah. Akanku gunakan sebaeknye.. Banyak sangat nak buat tuk buatkan hari ni rase ceria and happy selalu ! Sejahk pagi tadi, i still watching of the Korean drama. Mary Stayed Out All Night. Da berkurun, masih tak abeh2.. Yer la, busy kaaaaan...

Rase da lame plak tak hang out dengan kengkawan, asyek kuar dengan office-mate je. Rindu plak kat all my sayangs ! Ehem, tapi i don't i have enough time to spend today.. So much things that I have done.

Harini mungkin I'm not going to Iftar as usual like past few days. Mungkin kat rumah je ko, owh sangat sunyi ! Bec i'll make it alone. I don't have any to accompany me.. Boring be alone right ~

Wellllllll, i though nak bace novel. Missed them all ! Tapi tatau la sempat ke tak.. Disebabkan past few days ni always berbuke dengan so many kind of food. My mood today, rase nak berbuka dengan simple2 food je.. But I'm still thinking what is that.. Nak makan ape ye.. Rindu nak makan Domino's P. Tapi sape nak belikan !

Owwwh yaa, hari ni saya berbuke tanpe die. Alerrrrmark !

Sesudah Seminggu..~

Well, well, well...!! Finally, I go through tuk seminnggu dengan sucessnya.. I had been given a tugasan and I finishh it up more than what I have to do. Bagus kan...? Haha.. But, Hanya Allah je yang tahu.. Its make me feel so bad.. How cannn.. ;(  Hm, well.. penat la, IDK.. Pinggang ni sakit sangat-sangat.. Tatau nak ngadu kat sape dan I don't want to make orang laen susah @ in trouble because of me. I just want all peoples around me will happy always and forever. <3

Sepanjang seminggu ni, I was getting closer dengan sume staff.. Paling best, in all programs, diorang mesti also want me to join them. And I feel great..! Hehe.. Ye laa, suke la kan.. Keje yang diberikan saya buat dengan amanah dan ikhlas. Saya tanak bazirkan masa dan kudrat dan saya nak sentiasa happy. Yes, I'm always happy..!

Hari ni je, dua tempat gi makan gulaiii.. Mak aehhhh, penuh tong perut cheq nak sumbatt..! Bile pikie2kan.. Majlis perkahwinan saya, nanti saya nak buat dalam bulan pose la.. Haha.. Mesti orang lapa2 dapat makan kan.. Ni bule musim cuti, musim raya.. Kesian kat sume orang yg da kenyang.. Kan tak baek makan kalau da kenyang kan.. ;)

Ape yg terjadi semalam, saya tanak pikir banyak. Saya jarang nak tension pasal orang kecuali orang tu adalah keluarga saya. Terutama orang yg saya sayang. Alhamdulillah.. Sepanjang ke hari ni, semuanya tadek kecelaruan dan tadek yg buatkan kepercayaan itu padam.. Alhamdulillah, ya Allah..!

Then..!! Saket jiwa aku mamat ni.. Da ade bini, ade anak.. Whyyyyy..!! Kontak2 orang camtu.. Well Mr. Dot Dot.. I can be your friend and your member in the office. But please do not contact me and nak merajuk-rajuk plak.. Geli da brader.. Rajuk dengan wife you la.. Mesti die pujuuuuuuuuuk punye..! @,@
Errr, kalau tahu kat..Mr. Busy ni, mesti lepas ni alamatnya, pakai jubah la gue.. -_-"

Rindu kat Paradise Kiss..!! Sangat-sangat.. IDK.. Mungkin tatau la.. Well, I've got another one anime..!! Tapi taley lawan George..!! He's just like my dream guy larh..!! Tapi tang attitude die tue I ta suke.. Well, frankly.. As a woman, I sincerely like the one guy yang memang ego, tapi ego tu bia sangat bertempat. Jangan ego nak keras kepala sendiri je. Sucks oke, and make me SICK..! Lelaki mesti ade pendirian.. Tu paling dan sangat penting. Kalau tadek pendirian, hey, better you jadik pondan laa..!! Even pondan pun have this more than yang mengaku real man tuuuh..

Lelaki seharusnye lbey perihatin daripada perempuan, ni terbalik plak.. Em, tape la.. Sukurang-kurangnye, pendirian tu penting.. Ade matlamat tuk dituju.. Ni nak couple, tapi study lintang pukang.. Kuar dengan awek, abeh duet mak ayah.. MALU okee..! I tak proud la kalau I tengok guy yang pakai brand, looks like high class tapi duet sape..? Mak bapak beb..!! Well, well.. Yang pompuan pun same je.. Lelaki jangan jadik buta la.. Tu sebab pendirian tu penting.. Da kate sayang pun, kalau da pompuan tu nak kat ko sebab kikis ko pun.. Ko la bodoh sebab rela ko dikikis.. Sorrry, tapi betul kan?

Kalau pompuan tu betul sayang, die lah orang yang paling kuat di belakang you. Dia akan jadik sumber inspirasi dan peneraju you tuk berjaya. Think it clearly. Jangan sebab kate cinta, you didn't see that. Tu bukan cinta, tapi bodoh. Nak membodohkan diri demi kasih sayang pun bley, biala bodoh tu bley jadik kebanggaan. Macam Taj Mahal. Bukan je kebanggaan, tapi keajaiban dunia tuu.. Tapi yang die buat tuk bini die, bukan gewe die oke.. Baek pun bia berpada oke.. Ni bodoh sampai mase depan pun kabur..

Hmm, I pun manusia biasa.. Well, bukan I berkasar atau lit' bit rude or else.. But I want you to know, what do you have to get know. Kalau you think it is better to you, then go ahead la.. I tak salahkan you pun, but I kesal sebab you tak kesiankan diri you and most important, you tak pikir tentang family especially, wanita yang penat duk mengandungkan you and raise you till today..

Pergh, panjang la plak.. Meluah rasa.. Kesian je la.. Bec I am your friend. If I am anyone else, I pun tanak habiskan tenaga I fikir pasal you.. ;)